Lyrics

Torn

Treading softly on her heart
Too much pressure and I’ll rip it out
I know I should walk away, but without
I guess I’ll stay

I don’t know what I should do
When you’re fucked up like me it makes me want you
I don’t give a damn about them, I take it back, why don’t you
Leave me alone

But today, I’ll stay, maybe one more day might let me
See what you mean to me, so just let me be, let me be

There is nothing left to say
I can’t even believe that you’re okay
I turn around and tear the whole thing down
What else left is there to say

But today, I’ll stay, maybe one more day might let me
See what you mean to me, so just let me be, let me be

I can’t decide a million times
Should I fight or let it slide
Let this live or let this die
Won’t you please make up your mind

But today, I’ll stay, maybe one more day might let me
See what you mean to me, so just let me be, let me be

I can’t decide a million times
Should I fight or let it slide
Let this live or let this die
Won’t you please make up your mind

Empty Room

Another Saturday wastes away
As I lie to myself 'bout what I could do today
All these people trying to tell me what to choose
I can’t think, when I think about you

They can’t wait, you won’t go
I just want to be on my own

I sit alone and turn on the TV
Think to myself "is this the way it’s supposed to be?"
I sit alone in this empty room
I’m always here no matter what I do

Something is wrong here, I can’t believe it
I can’t fight, it I can’t even see it
Livin' in fences we’re all tied in
I can’t seem to get out, what I’m in

They can’t stop, you won’t go
I can’t wait to be on my own
They can’t wait, you won’t go
I just want to be on my own

Cold Rain

Yesterday I opened my eyes, you won’t believe what I saw
I went down to the river so cold and let it wash me away
Underneath the icy waves, I let them carry me away
Past the point of no return, what I am is different today, today
What I am is different today, what I am is different today, today

The night came and buried the light, and brought me the will to say
Of your deception and of your flight, until the night turned into day
Starts the breakdown of my mind, I feel you steal away my soul
Past the point of no return, what I am is different today
What I am is different today, today

I don’t want you to go, you can’t make yourself stay
I won’t reveal myself to anyone else I can’t take the pain

Sneaky

Watch the mountain sides and the tides, for something you can’t see
They’re in your minds, and if you're careful you will find their designs are sneaky

So cut me off, I’m running out of good ideas
Can’t seem to find myself, there’s nothing left in me now
So come on back and let me tell you what I think now

Their billboard signs and their lies will tell you what you need
But they’re not wrong and I’m not right, it doesn’t matter what I see

So cut me off, I’m running out of good ideas
Can’t seem to find myself, there’s nothing left in me now
So come on back and let me tell you what I think now

Lonesome Day

Today was just a lonesome day
The morning's high hopes washed away
And I don’t want to find out now
I guess I’m just too proud
I might have had you long ago

Ambition comes too late

I’ve accomplished nothing more
Just by walking out the door
So you might as well get on with it
Don’t waste your pretty smiles on me
You don’t have to hang around anymore

I’d like to be alone

If you don’t like me, I’ll drink earl grey tea
Please don’t think that you affect me
This is so fucking silly, but it just might be
I’ll sit around, and think of you

Today was just a lonesome day
The morning's high hopes washed away
And I don’t want to find out now
I guess I’m just too proud
I might have had you long ago

I’d like to be alone

If you don’t like me I’ll drink earl grey tea
Please don’t think that you affect me
This is so fucking silly, but it just might be
I’ll sit around, and think of you

Blue Goodbye

I sit here
And stare at this blue sky
It seems to reach out to me
It seems to ask me why

Funny how through my life
All the time I've spent and more
I still can't answer that question
Still don't know what it's all for
(I must go this way on my own)

As I lie here
And stare at the stars
(They seem to draw in closer)
They seem to be drawing closer
They don't seem so very far
Free at last from all this
And the burdens I've carried here
Free now I look ahead and back
And cannot shed a single tear

I've always done things my way
For that's all there really is
And it may make you hate me
But that's something I can deal with
I know you may not understand
What it was that pulled me here today
I know that you may not listen
And instead you'll shed your tears

But I have no regrets
Never had and never will
My life is no one's but mine
Always has been and is so still
The sky it calls me closer
And the world fades to blue
I smile now in tearless wonder
For I know I have seen this through